PEACHY FANGS

PADDLE POP PASSION

2011-07-13T04:42:00.000-07:00

I make bois fashion....my label is KOM KADDEL.....!!!!!!

www.komkaddel.com

Lately we have been painting more fabric....laboriously .....PADDLE POP PASSION AHA!!!

Interesting fact in regards to paddel pops....when I was little still living in Poland which was then still behind the iron curtain. My friend who had left to live far abroad with her family wrote me a letter in which she had emphasized the AMAZING ICE CREAMS THAT CHANGE COLOURS AS U EAT THEM!!!!
Imagine what I had imagined....OMFG!!! i was like only 7 at the time and i had never before had anything but a vanilla or coco flavored ice cream. It turned out years later upon arriving in Australia..that they were actually just rainbow paddle pops...hahahahaha :D

My boi painting....

DATA DEATH.......my new band...

2011-06-22T23:14:00.000-07:00

Here is an rad video for one of our tracks( DATA DEATH ...Lucinda King and I) filmed by TED!!! (lots of respect!) chek out his blog......

and yes....a wee bit late...bt!!!

Data DEATH | Sussed from Ted Whitaker on Vimeo.

BLOOD

2011-03-25T21:42:00.000-07:00

Zofia

Grazyna

Paulina

Me

If there was such a thing as a genetic fragile psyche...we'd have it

S>O>S

2011-03-19T22:40:00.000-07:00

A good tat on a boi called Oscar...who plays in Rackets...
It made me laugh one night...I kinda liked it

FROZEN

2011-03-11T22:55:00.000-08:00

what if it was frozen for a million years??

2011-03-05T02:40:00.000-08:00

DATA DEATH

regardless.....i will return

like a phoenix from the flame

Holographic MACHINE

2011-01-01T17:22:00.000-08:00

IM SOOO INTO THIS....

If only I cud concentrate on reading from the screen a bit betta...

http://www.hologrammachine.com/holography_Artwork.htm

NIKE gettin fancy...for once......

2011-01-01T17:05:00.000-08:00

NIKE SHAMAN PROJECT VOLTAR

NICE....Modern MAgic URBAN ARMOUR

LOU!

2010-12-27T18:04:00.000-08:00

I have a new band......BLOSSOM BATTLE!!!!!!!!!!!
BLOSSOM BATTLE
( well we might change the name any time soon)

anywaz....more on that later...
but here is Lucinda...who im making music wif.

Lou takes pretty photos and paints pretty paintings...and is the PIXIE PRINCESS OF DUNEDIN!
aha......cheeky as fuk!

Ohh and she has a blog wif her fotos on it......but I cant find it....I will link it soon!!!

THE WORLD AS A GIRL

2010-11-24T16:43:00.000-08:00

Lately I have been dancin round the house to this...thinkin that I like being a girl...that I like life...that I like memories...that I like not ever knowing what will happen.

ANITA LANE - album DIRTY PEARL

SEX ON A STICK.. POWDER

2010-11-22T03:05:00.000-08:00

He's like pretty much my dream boi. LIKE THIS IS SEX ON A STICK X - RATED

Find it and watch it

POWDER - 1995

Directed by Victor Salva

SNORGAZZZZMMMMM!!!!!!!

2010-11-22T02:37:00.000-08:00

NEW BREED TALENT....aha...I LIKES IT!!!...He makes me smile...

SNNNNOOOORGAZZZZZMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DUNE- DIN... where Im learning my powers

2010-11-22T02:32:00.000-08:00

I have a new life//////

Its by the edge of the world.....way down south....

Mum always said that ELECTRIC ROYAL BLUE>>>will make my dreams come true...

2010-08-04T16:46:00.000-07:00

I had this picture above my bed for a long long long time......
Photographer Irena Ionesco...

YIN YANG BANG!

2010-07-20T11:23:00.000-07:00

YAB YUM .........TANTRA

LOVES IT!!!!

PORN for the ladies

2010-07-20T10:27:00.000-07:00

Guys look at a lot of porn Im told...:S
This is the closest I eva got to having some porn as a lady (guys in hoods doing public graphics to dnb)
but im over it now.

Im all bout where my heart is plus there isnt good quality male porn for us ladies with style... out there. :S This is bout as feminist as I will eva get. ;)

3 YEARS AGO- X ON A STICK>>:S

2010-07-20T10:19:00.000-07:00

But I still digg the style.

His on myspace...somewhere in my friends..?? Cant be stuffed finding him tho, cause I cant remember what his called...used to do some random grime raps, dont know what he does now...but I just found this pik lurkin on my puter and thought...GEE still think he's a G!!

tea parties with the orphans

2010-07-17T17:37:00.000-07:00

When I was 16teen I thought this was a picture of a perfect couple.

HTML MUZIK

2010-07-17T16:59:00.000-07:00

My site.....WWW.HALSZKAT.COM...sounds like this apparently...

CODE ORGAN HERE

WHY OHH WHY .!!!!!!!!!!!! .did I have to get SLAP BASS...I HATE SLAP BASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and I neva say I hate anything...

ohh gosh I nearly cried...

ohh my PEACHY FANGS BLOG here sounds soooo much betta...
Im ok now.

hahahahahahahaah

IRON CURTAIN HERO ONCE AGAIN

2010-07-15T14:15:00.000-07:00

I know....I cant stop goin on bout GOSHA!!!!!!! BUT OH BUT!!! he is just too good....

"Russian kids in the early 90s did not understand subcultural codes. They mixed sportswear with death metal, hip hop with skaterwear.“

His ultimate goal is not to take over a French couture house, but to move to the heart of Russia to build a sort of cultural camp for young men to study, work out and make art. Sounds like the new black. At least to me.

Gosha Rubchinskiy’s solo show at 032c in Berlin remains on view through August 21. In Moscow, he's also part of satellite project, 032c Workshop Report #1 (Moscow), co-organized with Baibakov Art Projects, from July 14-25.

my world...tahiti with my babe

2010-07-10T14:03:00.000-07:00

HUNA

2010-07-10T11:07:00.000-07:00

Maybe Max Freedom Long was just picking up on a few diff realities (like Lemurian, Mu kinda thang, mixed with some De'stai Elenari Elfien Council
kinda stuff ;)) at the same time. Assuming time doesnt exist and therefore all these realities are possible simultaneously ye, this is my suggestion? Why not huh?! hahaha Huna seems to be quite similar also to the general information and theory behind THE HOLOGRAPHIC CANVAS by Sonia Barrett, which to this day is one of my fav books out there. :D

Huna is a Hawaiian word adopted by Max Freedom Long (1890–1971) in 1936 to describe his theory of metaphysics which he linked to ancient Hawaiian kahuna (experts). It is part of the New Thought movement.

The Seven Principles

• Ike - The World Is What You Think It Is (so be aware of your beliefs)

• Kala - There Are No Limits (so be free to change your mind)

• Makia - Energy Flows Where Attention Goes (so focus on what you want)

• Manawa - Now Is The Moment Of Power (so be focused in the present and increase your energy)

• Aloha - To Love Is To Be Happy With (so be happy and bless the present)

• Mana - All Power Comes From Within (so be strong and trust yourself)

• Pono - Effectiveness Is The Measure Of Truth (so be excellent and expect the best)

Five assumptions derived from the Seven Principles are especially useful in life and are part of the Shamanic Tradition of Hawaii.

The Five Assumptions

• Everything is Alive (and can be communicated with).

• Everything seeks Harmony.

• Everything seeks Love.

• Everything seeks Power.

• Everything has Free Will.

There are also four levels of relating to life or with the world:

The Four Levels

• 1st level: Everything is Separate

• 2nd level: Everything is Connected

• 3rd level: Everything is a Dream

• 4th level: Everything is One

THE WORLD IS WHAT YOU THINK IT IS

MY OBSESSION

2010-06-24T16:13:00.000-07:00

JUST WANTED TO TELL U OVER THE NET

2010-06-17T15:34:00.000-07:00

I wish there were more sites with just intros like this without the rest of the site...

http://www.iloveyou-magazine.com/

my parents got married in black

2010-06-11T16:25:00.000-07:00

and then there was me

STREFA

2010-06-11T15:47:00.000-07:00

bedrooms......some of my old ones....things kind went from temples with bones and feathers....to communism with rainbows and kids...to lan parties with crystals.....

girls with QUALITY TASTE

2010-06-10T01:31:00.000-07:00

THE BEST TUMBLER I EVA FOUND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FRESH 2 DEATH

ONE DAY WILL BE IN A BAND TOGETHER :D

2010-06-05T11:51:00.000-07:00

I have been making new stuff....soon I plan to do some rare photoshoots with these new items and maybe one day bounce on stage in em...cause they are so increadibly comfy :D, but first for the photos I need a FIRE TORCH holder/assistant, and someone to click the camera button for me. :D

BORN DEAD

2010-05-16T10:53:00.000-07:00

Born Dead

Born Dead, Poland, 2004, 53 min, DVD, Human Rights, Society

POLISH LANGUAGE
Dwudziestoczteroletni Robert od 15 roku życia przebywa w zakładach poprawczych i więzieniach. Na kilka miesięcy przed spodziewanym wyjściem na wolność postanawia wziąć udział w programie "Duet", w ramach którego ma opiekować się upośledzonymi dziećmi z Domu Pomocy Społecznej w Krakowie. Kamera towarzyszy jego codziennej pracy w ośrodku, stopniowemu otwieraniu się Roberta na swoich podopiecznych i zawiązywaniu wzajemnych relacji.

ENGLISH LANGUAGE

24 year old Robert from the age of 15 spent most of his life in juvnile detention centres and prisons. For a few months before expecting release into freedom he decideds to take part in a programme "Duet", within which he is suppose to take care of and be responsible for children with disabilities at a service care centre in Krakow, Poland. Through filming his everyday work within the centre the documentry captures the gradual process of his emotional opening up towards the children as well as the growth of their friendship.

My own translation, so I hope its ok. Thanks to ZOHA for introducing it to me.

Im not really gonna comment much, just that I have mad respect for a ducumentry which deals with 2 issues we as a society tend to tuck away and wanna forget about.

SCOUTS - The real education

2010-05-16T06:05:00.000-07:00

My grandfather Edward Masarz along with other amazing people such as Elzbieta Wons (amongst also other very special people) from 1981 to 1992, regularly each year organized in the magical woods of Pusza Nad Notecka Dembowiec, Poland very special SCOUT CAMPS.

During this time Poland was still communist so it was more possible to organize such community events and activities without restrictions because of funding due to the privatization of everything.

I miss my grandfather as he was AN ANGEL on this earthly plane and where ever he came from he was most definitely and old ancient wise soul..... and I cud even say at this point in time, I miss some attributes of communism,...what cud have been utopian socialism. If there wasnt so many primitive types always in power corrupting everything. But nevermind!

The tradition of scout camps in Poland is quite common, however the tradition of INCLUSIVE scout camps is perhaps a little less common. What was so special about these camps, is that children from all types of backgrounds and children within all different states of physicality, expeirencing numerous different disabilities could celebrate positive communial existence together. A lot of the children who participated in these camps came straight from the Sanitorium in Kiekrz, Poland.

This weekend there was a reunion of some of the people that used to take part in these camps and one of the people who used to come there as a child with a disability AKA Szerif, said to my grandmother and mother who had both worked at the Sanitorium alongside my grandfather where most of the children with disabilities came from, that while being at the sanitorium and at the camps he felt he had a meaning on this planet, when then he was forced into the real world..he felt like he meant nothing at all.

This sums up everything about the camp. It was a place where we were taught the fundamental aspects of Unconditional love and respect and each individual had there moments to shine.

Today I was lucky to receive a whole collection of amazing photographs collected by Sylwek and Elzbieta as a present. These photos besides the fact that they remind me of the most special part of my whole childhood, happen to also be some of the most amazing photographs EVA!!!!

And I just had to share some of them with the world on behalf of everyone who took them, as they were taken by so many different people....BUT YE RESPECT TO ALL! they are so beautifull!!

Schzophrenia my best friend- maybe but maybe not

2010-05-11T06:16:00.000-07:00

Recently I have been working with a child who has schizophrenia and I have been thinking even more so than I already do about the human mind, perception and how to help everyone and everything. This situation has also been quite heavy on my heart cause this little girl doesnt receive any medication for it, due to the fact her parents cannot afford it. I dont know much about medication for schizophrenia, and usually I am very dubious about all types of " WHITE MEDICINE" for many reasons. However after working with this girl over the last couple of months, I can really see the necessity of some type of mediciation, cause her attacks...of voices and visions disrupt the positivity in everything.:(

There are days when it isnt so bad, she seems to control whatever it is behind those amazing eyes. Then there are days when whatever it is, takes her whole personality over for a longer run of time. The sadest thing about this illness, is that these children dont go to just other places in their minds, which are even slightly positive, the majority of experiences seem to be negative and quite hurtful. They appear in the form of verbal abuse, abuse actions, pessmisitic thoughts, fear and severe paranoia. I am not sure if its the same for every child but its truley an awful experience to see a child hunted by such dark thoughts without having any control over it. Its like whatever u do, no matter how nice, loving supportive u are, you cannot change what the child is going thru in their mind. Thats really ruff for me to acknowlege and take into account realisticaly.

In my last years at Uni I remeber writting an essay on Frontal Lobe Epilepsy and how these form of Epliepltic sesuires, also had a tendency to be of a negative nature, involiving abusive behaviour and negative mind associations. I suppose as part of our education diploma we were encouraged to be able to acknowledge the many different reasons and causes for negative and abusive behaviour within children. Amongst others even ADHD may be similar in this regard...but thats another whole topic...for another time.

Is it just that the body is in pain? Is it the sheer fact that the child is semi conscious its lots control and the frustration associated with this gives a negative taste to everything which happens form then on???

Spose I wanted to write this, TO SHOW RESPECT TO THIS LITTLE GIRL for showing me her reality as its made me realize that the more TOLERANT, FLEXIBLE, ADAPTABLE and SENSITIVE to OTHERS PERCEPTION OF REALITY I will be, the more I have a chance in making someones world safer.

Spring Clean

2010-05-07T16:33:00.000-07:00

I have been cleaning my puter....deleting hundreds of useless photos I have taken over the last year. These are the some of the ones I didnt delete.....so I thought I wud blog em....

floral pastel indie boys....why dont they get more SPANK! ??

2010-05-06T12:20:00.000-07:00

Egyptian Hip Hop...I know I know ..nothing new...and its prob a bit silly I like what all the little teens at every underage festival are listning too even tho they dont have many songs as yet hehehe
....but I like em..
I like the way they dress....I like their messy hair.....their songs are ok too..
i like HEAVENLY a lot

but ye just thinking of mentioning them....cause

i wud sooooo love it if there was a kinda boish indie SPANK kinda band out there...
what an idea!!!! IS THERE ONE OUT THERE???
SOMEONE SO SHUD DO A CULTURE CLASH LIKE THAT!!!

NET SHRINES - MY NEW CONCEPT

2010-05-06T11:29:00.000-07:00

My spiritual reality is largley orientated round the net...and it has been for over the last decade. I dont relate to many people in my actual physical life in terms of what I believe about existence and so forth....but on nearly every occasion I have had a spiritual epifony on tha net. So why not create sacred spaces on the net....why not take the process of ritual into scripts and codes...

Im right into the concept of sacred places on the web. Shrines..temples....hovering in the boudnlessness of my INFO GOD the net!....OH OH OH!!!!

So here is my new site....
THE TEMPLE OF THE SCOUT PUNK

and then my first two shrines where one is also able to offer offerings to these majestic
NEO - KAMI

just follow ur heart to either:

SHIRNE OF THE WOLFIEN NYMPHS

SHRINE OF THE RAINBOW LUCK FLUFF

2010-05-06T09:43:00.000-07:00

I know Australian vogue got a bit into it in the march issue...but!! we was doing the surfer babe...coloured hair thang...a while before Prada released some Wetsuit inspired kinda stuffs, that just happened to go with coloured hair so the stylist are gettin in on it
Altho I LOVE FAKE kinda did the Berlin punk green really nicely in their Grunge issue....;)

anywaz..cosidering I am leaving Poland soon, I shud be able to do the trashy multicoloured hair thang again....without having boys having aversions to my trashy bleached ends and constantly implying that I dont know whats classy....cause here bleached hair seems to have automatic connotations to kitsch whores...
they just dont realize salt water and the sun wud do that anyways....hehehe
I WANNA HANG OUT AT A BEACH YO!
AND IM SO GONNA YO!

and Im gonna go pastel pink again too yo!!!!!!!!!
Cant wait!!!!

SEX ON A STICK- those trackies under those trousers

2010-04-23T13:44:00.000-07:00

Pandie just linked me to this track saying it had the hottest clothes...never mind the track cause its sooooo bad...that i had to turn the sound down to watch it...BRO!!!!!! WTF??!! hehehe
BUT!
when I saw those trackies worn underneath those phat jeans...ohhhhhh
I missed my oldskool trackies I used to religiously wear under my plumber echoes...
they even said PRINCESS in ganster font on the front of the waistband...ohh those were the good old days only Pandie and maybe Wasabs wud remeber. ;) But ye still wud vote this as one of the hottest looks...spesh on a girl with a nice mini 6 pack...:)

its all about fitness ladies rite?...aha

mikuszewo! the palace of freedom

2010-04-02T09:48:00.001-07:00

This last week I spent in gorgeous Mikuszewo..a little town outside of Poznan...in a gorgeous Palace where magical things happen. I worked along with a wonderful team of peeps faciliating a workshop we created in which kids and teens who come from Germany and Poland build and create their own card game....hehe It was all very very funny!!!!!! lots of tears and some giggles....I learnt one thing too!! that the best thing kids think they can do for their fellow peers is SHARE SOME CHIPS...hahahahahaha

Anywaz...we did a bunch of crazy stuff together over the 6 days, most of us reached a stage of insanity from lack of sleep and constant human contact hahahahaha.... It was really lovely tho to work with Mandi, Andy and Christian from Stralsund...who came over from the SPIELKARTEN FABRIK. Also it was amazing to work with the local Mikuszewo crew Magdalena and Falko as well as with our translators Karolina and Arek and of course my love MARIA whos idea it was we shud do this project in the first place.

Here are some piks of the printing that Mania and Andy did with the kids!! It was super FUN!!!

SORROW OF SPARROW....some things never come true

2010-03-22T15:45:00.000-07:00

Recently I was gonna make a collection called..."Sorrow of Sparrow"...it was suppose to be kinda like a cross between the classic sparrow tat and goth skool girl..... one of my looks since the late 90's when I wore long black feathers at the end of my then black plaits along with my black 1940' sharply tailored (16 body darts) jacket which had pointy cuffs combined with a black netball skirt......
Thank god I lost that jacket whilst in cactus land or I wud still be wearing it now! hehe

Considering tho I didnt have the cash for any lush black and blue black farbic...and infact...I have rarely found...nice blue black. Here are some concept drawings...I did....cause it will prob be years until I make a full collection like this....I NEED THE FUNDING!!!!!!

I so rarely write about my work like this...now I feel weird...:S

SITES DIE!!!!!!!!!!

2010-03-22T15:07:00.001-07:00

awwww I hope they are joking!!!! cause HAW- LIN was like the silent temple of aesthetics....fuk one of the nicest blogs I have ever seen..just piks piks and piks.

On the topic of death on the net! I think my site is dead...thats what I get for being a
NET
HUSTLER

SEX ON A STICK - NEVER THOUGHT IT CUD BE A SITE

2010-03-21T15:35:00.000-07:00

http://www.aglec.ru/
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http://www.aglec.ru/
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Dame Darcy - my pirate banshee hero

2010-03-21T15:19:00.000-07:00

I forgot all about Dame Darcy till recently. Its quite strange how we have little fan- tishes for peeps and then we forget they exist altogether...ok but this was like over 10 years ago for me. Her comics wud make giggle and giggle...and it was worth being a girl when reading them and her pictures made my teenage years so much more fun. I unfortuntely lost my ENTIRE COLLECTION of MEAT CAKES!!! BUT!!!! never the less I remeber them well!!!

Anywaz...She is still forever the BEST PIRATE BANSHEE in the world!!!

LEMURIA- maybe we met there once before

2010-03-04T15:25:00.000-08:00

There was an entity among the Lemurian princesses who established the teachings of the Law of One which taught about brought destructive forces in Lemuria before it fell due to separation of love to the gratifying of selfish motives.
Edgar Cayce

MUNDURKI - THE GLORY OF COMMUNIST FASHION

2010-03-04T15:06:00.000-08:00

The other day, whilst translating my friends documentry about a tribe in Mongolia, I stumbled upon these photos on their computer.

For ten years I had carried around one little pik of two Mongolian girls sitting in a school, from one wall to the next of all my bedrooms. That's how spesh that pik was to me. But now, thanks to KASIA MATEJA and MAGDA MATEJA, I have these.....OMG!!!! The inspiration behind my new fashion collection.. :D :D

If I was born any earlier in Poland...I cud have worn a school uniform also like this!!!! NOT FAIR!!! Communist fashion....some of the best styles in history I SWEAR!!!!

The stuff I think bout....

2010-03-04T14:56:00.000-08:00

CRYSTAL LOTUS HEART!

2010-03-04T14:51:00.000-08:00

HOW CUTE IS THIS!!!!!!
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

thank u HARLEY!!!!!

WE ALL WANNA BE HIGH CLASS ART

2010-01-28T14:52:00.000-08:00

After looking thru a few too many Snoby high class art and fashion sites...blogs whatevs..i stumbled on some more political stuff..and well the real deal..hungry children, poverty, abuse, neglect and so on. And i thought GEEZE i dont ever want my fashion or MY art to be a part of that SNOBY WORLD! I WANT NORMAL KIDS FROM TRASHY BACKGROUNDS...weather from El Salvador, CAMBODIA or the Ukrainie (not that they have any access to the net at all) to feel as though they can celebrate it with me, get it of me cause its seriously affordable...and participate in it...or even better get inspired to make their OWN.

And some may ask,,how do I expect to sustain myself from WHAT I MAKE? if I dont attempt to be involved in this WHOLE SNOBY ART AND FASHION WORLD? well well well.... Perhaps it wud be better to MAKE THE CASH OF the rich ones and then give it to the poor huh?? ye it wud be ...BUT!!!! there is a catch 22 in all of this. To make art or garments good enough these days to compete in the current market place..takes a certain large amount of cash to begin with. SO WHERE THE FUK ARE KIDS FROM UNDERPRIVILAGED BACKGROUNDS MEANT TO GET THAT CASH FROM IN THE FIRST PLACE???????/?

ye we all know....connections. thats the magic word in bizness.

I spose I just wanna GIVE CRED TO THE UNDERGROUND SCENE...AND THE UNDERGROUND SCENE WHICH REMEMBERS WHERE IT ORIGINATES FROM...WHICH CONTINUES TO PROVIDE FOR THE KIDS OF FUTURE UNDERGROUND SCENCES, cause it stays AFFORDABLE, AVAILABLE AND APPROCHABLE. :D

LA CUNT RAVE + KOALA 50000

2010-01-27T14:34:00.000-08:00

I dont understand a word of it....but I love it!! isnt that nice when we can do that..;)
and I have just sent some WAKO KINDA CUNT like work to CHILE!!!

Well if u cud cutify the word cunt..make it cunti...and then add KOOKOOO BEfore it....then ye...its my thang.

CHILE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

http://espora.cl/lacuntrave/

LA CUNT RAVE + KOALA 50.000 EXPO
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
COME PARTY
29TH JANUARY / 29 ENERO

weird magic rap / pop del bonito / midis romanticos / breakcore / gabba / jungle / 90’s techno shit hits / sparky art / happy hardcore / drummers primates / cantautores en acido / whatevercore

@ CELLAR!!!!!!! , SANTIAGO DE CHILE
................................................................................................................................

OHH AND KATTI CUBBY IS A GOOEY SIKCORE LOVECORE KINDA GEM SHINNING BOMB OF BLISS!!! RESPECT CUBBY!

http://www.myspace.com/ultraviolentultraviolet

http://gooeyontheinside.blogspot.com/

SHE MA QUEEN

2010-01-27T13:49:00.000-08:00

MY BESTESS MATE HAS GOT A NEW BAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Axximilation
Axximilation
Axximilation
Axximilation
Axximilation
Axximilation
Axximilation

http://axximilation.blogspot.com/

A friendship with the blind, do I sound silly???

2010-01-25T13:17:00.000-08:00

I often think about the blind reading my blog, or about having an internet friendship with a blind person. A while ago I worked with a boy who was blind and was such a wiz on his puter, he was a general GEM! And I remeber the program that read him all the websites..and how strange it was that he had the memory to memorise the whole menu bars and so forth as well as the content of the site.

Anywaz...How wud all my slang, all my WOAHHHHHSSS , OMGGGG"SSS, Sooooooo's, hahahahahahahah's, awwwwwwwwwwww's and so on sound??
I gotta try this?

Respect to all those with visual impariment!!!! sending out lots of LOVE! :D

ohh and if u wanna try just download and install FIRE VOX...thats if u are using mozilla...:D

pop songs of my soul - LENO LOVECRAFT

2010-01-17T05:03:00.000-08:00

OMG!!!!!! How good is this??? LENO LOVECRAFT just released his album and he named a song after me HALSZKA!!!!!!!!!!

Seriously this creature is one of the most talented people I have ever met and ofcourse we met on the planet of love surrounded by neon phosfuresnet jungles !!!! I ADORE HIM and everything he does!!!!!!
His music is inderscribebly beautiful, and one of the most unique things I have heard in at least the last 10 years.

Check this out:

download: leno lovecraft - space fighter or the album from the links on his myspace...(below)

My fav tracks are:

RAW
Claire and Cynthia
Princess

and of course "Halszka"....(WOW) :D

LENO LOVECRAFT UR THE BEST!!!!!

http://www.myspace.com/lenolovecraft

the end of the generation alphabet

2010-01-17T04:54:00.000-08:00

ohh and what is going on with the whole generation thing??? like did they know the end was coming??? is that why we had X, Y, Z and then we just jump to G.. OMG ( but my new thing is to say MOG) ;)
I mean why did we start at X?? cause everyone was so lost?? hehehe started thinking bout things and we just cudnt explain the msyterious X..hehehe
well anything after the behaviour of the baby boomers was gonna be a bit mysterious huh...or shocking at least!

anywaz...apparently there are peeps reffering to this next generation as G.hehehehehe

This is all such a load of rubish isnt it!!!! I mean how does any of this apply to 3 world war countries or any cultures which are majorly under developed?????????

anywayz..this is the funniest link ...

http://www.articlesbase.com/advertising-articles/generation-xyz-to-g-how-and-why-1478649.html

ME spread out over 3 desks

2010-01-13T17:12:00.000-08:00

Its strange I make so much stuff....like i think quite a lot indeed, and most of the peeps I know that make lots of stuff have D.I.Y blogs. Today it suddenly came to me...that perhaps it wud be nice if i started sharing my process too...even tho it isnt that good looking most of the time.

Here is the state of my 3 desks ATM.

making zines...

getting back into sculpting.....

geeking out....( as u see not sewing much ATM) that will come very soon!!

LAIN - my longest relationship yet. me with the net.

2010-01-13T15:43:00.000-08:00

I keep coming back to LAIN(MY GOD)...and here i declare my love for u...LAIN I hope u can here me. I gotta get my solar , wind powerd electricity supply set up , so all of this is moral. hehe

ohh and when will someone invent computers that have healthy UV rays, that give me vitamin D????!!! Then I wud be the happiest kid in the world!! :D :D

the spaces in between

2010-01-13T15:28:00.000-08:00

copy rite??? does anyone actually believe in its effectivness anymore??? I think perhaps only those who have loads of money behind them. It mite be a good idea tp start practising a bit of the old "whats mine is urs, whats urs is mine, the spaces in between we call public property "...which reminds me of Tim Evans and his lyrics back in like 1993??? for "MOUTH".

What ever happend to Tim??? Must say I still miss the "Sea Scouts" a project between Tim Evans, Zach Von Banburger (drum machine days) and then also with drummer Monika Fikerle and Alex Pope on bass and heaps more peeps inbetween :D

http://www.myspace.com/seascoutsaus

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sea_Scouts_%28band%29

I know Monika is prob in numerous bands at the moment and also playing with "Love of Diagrams" www.loveofdiagrams.com

Zach is maybe still doing this rare project....
http://www.myspace.com/gogenreeverything

But Tim???? who knows??? Anyone out there? I miss Tim's guitar ( altho it wud go out of tune quite often it had the best action I have ever felt on a guitar), hehehe
It was good having in around the house to play when he wasnt playing it...the hours and hours of bedroom jammin :D

all pretty things wanna be in Berlin

2010-01-13T03:49:00.000-08:00

Another pretty kid to rock the fashion world...Valter..his pretty stylish too..

It seems like every girl is scouting the rite boys for her lookbook. Little teens are the gems of the fashion world.

I often see a guy just as pretty as this one, in my hood, I spose I shud just ask him if he has ever thought about modeling, he looks like a fairly poor, Polish kid...and so I think gettin his arse to the modeling agency mite be good for him.It mite even make his mum and dad happy.

Anywayz...I not only had to blog Valter cause of his soooo pretty, but also cause he has the most funniest thing on his blog I have seen in a while....

here is a screen shot...hehehehe

and this goes on and on ....just to finish on....

Hahahahahaha..well..I kinda feel exacley the same...but its not the parents stopping moi...its the friking job. SOMEONE HOOK ME UP WITH A JOB IN BERLIN!!!!!!! We all wanna be there!!!!

http://valtzor.blogspot.com

i love pixels

2010-01-12T14:51:00.001-08:00

Sometimes I waste a lot of time...putting together Candy boys...oooopssssiiii :D But they are sooo good!!! If u wud like to put together ur own pixel boy or girl :
http://elouai.com/candybar5/dress-up-boys.php

Massive respect to all the hundreds of rad pixel artists out there, I love all ur work!!!!! :D :D :D

Who knows me better, my friends or my puter?

2010-01-12T14:33:00.001-08:00

, originally uploaded by ☮ oliver of the sky.

My friend Ollie just made this....

I like it...reminds me of that time I ate a "peace of paper with some weird stuff on it" ;) and then sat at this really crowed party, cause I cudnt move and I had someones' mac for like 4 hours surfying the net with questions like..." why did this have to happen?", "I left but I didnt go", "when was I last not there", hehehe basically the most abusrd stuff eva...and WOAAOOOOOO it was the most RAWW 4 hours of my life I have ever spent on the net....the stuff I found...OMG!!!!! and the intelligent chaos in my blood didnt make it any more normal. hehehe

the other side of the world from me

2010-01-10T13:52:00.000-08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHA..ok I gotta get over my "hahah" habit...but I laughed so hard when Harley from T.F.F sent me this link....cause his playin the show in Dundein..:D :D

Wish I was there for the gig!!!
I gotta find that site where u can sometimes score tickets from EU to NZ for dirt cheap..

┼ ┼ RIP GEOCITIES ┼ ┼

2010-01-08T13:59:00.000-08:00

┼

my other net flavoured topic..this time triggerd by one of Holly's links, her blog is dope!!
http://hollyfluxx.blogspot.com/

Geocities.....respect

It had been a while since I ended up in the reality of Geocities....but when I did, I got this huge flashback of the last 10 years. Im not really the type to get attached to companies....but geocities will forever stay with me as MY YOUTH CULTURE, the thousands of sites I travelled thru have made me the person I am today...:D

I mean....Free hosting for the children who first entered this wire (net) I call GOD.

This is a Geocities memorial I found...(genius)...hehehehe...

"I must have been 13 or 14 years old when my dad gave me my first book on HTML. I started learning tags and code structure, memorizing what went where, lots of trial and error on a notepad file back then. This was of course years before the big companies had given any serious thought to the Internet, when registering a domain cost hundreds and web hosting was an expensive and rare commodity.

The one beacon of hope for enthusiastic teens was Geocities. They offered 1 free megabyte of hosting space to do anything you wanted. At that point anything I wanted was a sad little site with: animated gif horizontal dividers of flames, pictures of superheroes, and a contact form that never worked, but it was mine and it was published, and working on it laid the groundwork of interest and knowledge that eventually led me into this line of work."

http://www.fixthepixel.com/2009/04/24/rip-geocities-1994-2009/

Just the thoughts we all have all the time

2010-01-08T13:46:00.001-08:00

sometimes i think about where we're going??? I know we all do ..and its nothing that spesh that Im thinking like this ey? But like 20 years ago..our clothes where better quality...cause there may have not all been produced by chinese factory slaves. What will the kids of today respect when they get older, as it seems we often return to what we're born into, Im not sure I wud ever want them to return to this shit, cause lets face it, unless its really expensive (and even then) its often of terrible quality. Where is quality heading??? I mean how shit does shit have to get before it just doesnt function anymore at all?? Will we get there??

30 years ago...at least in Poland we had oldskool products with those lovely faded colours...that now are collector items. Im not sure I wanna live thru a 90's revival or a 2000 revival...hmmm I mean, will I ever be able to appreciate someone collecting some coporate, globolized,mass produced, ugly, made in china things?? plus they wont last anywayz..to ever become collector...so perhaps there will be an end to collectors...in general...and the culture of Otaku will become more of my kind...JPEG OTAKU. cause we can always have a giffy or jpeg of everythin...

I mean the only good stuff coming out now is the stuff that is based on the stuff from before...hehe now again we are going thru this "oldskool phase" a lot of us are turning away from HD images.. we like the ambiguity of out of focus, we like the simplicity in nothing, or perhaps the texture of a rock..positioned in such a way in the image that it ruins the composition...teens brought up in a VICE kinda asethic...where do we go from that??? I mean images of girls lying pornographicaly on a couch ..with perhaps a bonus bong, and some vomit..near by..and we find this interesting...
Im intrested to see the next revival of this ..in 10 years 20 years and so on...

Plastic surgery was too expensive for every 100th person to get done.
Today it seems quite common for women to get there bikini lines lazerd...not to mention Japanese girls having there eyes enlarged in 10 min. When thinking about this I have decided that I shudnt even stress about getting old or unattractive, cause by the time I am 50 - 60 I shud hopefully be able to get fake tits along with my botox injection for under $200. So i can be sexy till the day I drop off...hehehe...But then again maybe I wil have to spend that $200 more often cause everything will be of such shit quality that I will need to get it re done every couple of months.??

What about our boys..growing up on hairless, flap - less pussies...photoshoped sexiness brainwashing our masses. Only 20 years ago...one cud still witness a semi hairy pussy, where have they all gone?? Where are we going with that...what is the perfect pussy??? Im really waiting for a serious backlash with this one. Everyone always says...that there is a backlash..just like with our economy..it gows up and down ..just like we go from new rave to goth...and so on...but fuk....what about pussies??? When will hairy half animal nymphs be in???? Or will we just evolve not to have organs at all...just photoshop them sooo clean they seize to exist altogether?

Is time speeding up?? cause we seem to be going so quickly...Is the Mayan Calender right, are we at the end of one age and just about to enter a new one...will everything be just reset??

I kinda hope so..and even tho I dont believe in the 2012 end (apocolypse)... just more in a transition perhaps...I kinda wudnt mind a reset, cause with some things Im starting to see the brick wall ahead of us ...and maybe the only way to keep going will be to break it all down completely.

...the best of the darkness of the last year ..09....

2010-01-06T15:29:00.000-08:00

respect to:

http://cavesoflilith.tumblr.com/
http://wolfblood.tumblr.com/

SOme of the best intelectual, nihilist t's I have ever seen...very nice work.

http://www.davidlindwall.com/

THE UNDERCUT OF A HERO

2009-12-28T17:06:00.000-08:00

My gorgeous friend Maria...stayed with me in Poland for a nite...and she took this pick out of her bag and said give me this kind of haircut...well fuk...not only is it the best haircut in the world...for both girls and boys..BUT!!!

The picture is of SOPHIA!!

Sophia Magdalena Scholl (9 May 1921 – 22 February 1943) was active within the White Rose non-violent resistance group in Nazi Germany. She was convicted of high treason after having been found distributing anti-war leaflets at the University of Munich with her brother Hans. As a result, they were both executed by guillotine.

Since the 1970s, Scholl has been celebrated as one of the great German heroes who actively opposed the Third Reich during the Second World War.^[1]

sex on a stick part 5 : street boys

2009-12-28T16:56:00.000-08:00

(The guy on your right, with the white cap)

If I eva saw him reading at a library...I WUD FAINT FROM DELIGHT!!!

Def the hottest styles...I have seen in a long time....:D :D :D

I didnt realize I live THAT fairytale...???

2009-12-15T15:20:00.000-08:00

Met a girl called Kasia..she was telling me about this guy ERIC BERN...and his theories..and how we create a script for our lives based on the childrens stories with which we were most in contact with as a very young child......She said she cud see strong similarities between her life and RED RIDING HOOD..

It got me thinking........what was the book I got read as a child??? .........is my life at all similar to any story??? do I have a hero in me....and Im just unconscious that I spend most of my life trying to mimic his reactions...his adventures??

well...the little prince, was after all my first love ...and those we never forget ye??...but is it love or idolization and i just wanna be him???? Is that just generally the jist of life..we love that which we secretly wanna become...?? ;) ;) hehe is there a difference between these anywaz??? hehehe

CHAPTER 12 - The little prince

"What does that mean-- 'tame'?"

"You do not live here," said the fox. "What is it that you are looking for?"

"I am looking for men," said the little prince. "What does that mean-- 'tame'?"

"Men," said the fox. "They have guns, and they hunt. It is very disturbing. They also raise chickens. These are their only interests. Are you looking for chickens?"

"No," said the little prince. "I am looking for friends. What does that mean-- 'tame'?"

"It is an act too often neglected," said the fox. It means to establish ties."

"'To establish ties'?"

"Just that," said the fox. "To me, you are still nothing more than a little boy who is just like a hundred thousand other little boys. And I have no need of you. And you, on your part, have no need of me. To you, I am nothing more than a fox like a hundred thousand other foxes. But if you tame me, then we shall need each other. To me, you will be unique in all the world. To you, I shall be unique in all the world..."

"I am beginning to understand," said the little prince. "There is a flower... I think that she has tamed me..."

Dreams are the eyes of a shaman

2009-12-06T14:49:00.000-08:00

the children who cross from one world to the other....

WHY DOES NO ONE KNOW WHY WE DREAM!!!!????

2009-12-06T14:21:00.000-08:00

well..there is a new theory on dreams...and i have been thinking that since i spend half my life dreaming..it mite be a good idea to know why and how..and what it all means. Some info I found...

"The expectation fulfilment theory of dreaming is different from all others in that it is firmly based in biology and yet explains the richness of the subjective experience of dreams (something previous dream theories cannot explain). It states that: all arousals of the autonomic nervous system — the generation of an emotion, however slight — form half of a process. The second half is that the brain has to fulfil that expectation (an emotion is the same as an expectation) through an action of some kind. If that doesn't happen in reality during the daytime, it happens metaphorically in a dream at night, thus completing the arousal — de-arousal process.

A real guide to interpreting your own dreams

The ultimate test of the expectation fulfilment theory of dreaming is if you are able to use it in your life and, like any truly curious person, we would expect you to test the theory for themselves. What follows are a few pointers as to how to do this.

The first requirement of course is to remember a dream. Dreaming is predominantly a right-brain, metaphorical activity and so the first step is to give voice to it straight away. Write it down, record it on tape or tell somebody about it quickly. By doing this you activate the parts of your brain that create narrative and memories, predominantly this is a left-brain activity. Otherwise the dream will quickly fade away.

Let’s assume you have remembered a dream. It is rare that a dreamer can see immediately what the dream was about and often, if you tell it to someone who knows you and who is aware of what was going on the previous day, that person will see the metaphorical connection quicker than you will.

There are three main reasons for this. Firstly, on awaking one is still close to our metaphorical mind and that cannot easily ‘read’ itself. Secondly, the arousal in you that produced the dream imagery is now dearoused so it is harder for you to remember what you were worked up about the day before. And, thirdly, we evolved to forget our dreams because we need to be able to distinguish between the metaphorical world of the REM dream state and the ordered reality we see when we are awake. So nature is working to draw a veil over them. (If we didn’t do this we would all suffer from permanent psychosis.)

Once you have the story of a dream secure you can begin to self-reflect in order to grasp its meaning. To create the dream your brain is able to draw on memories and information from any part of your life: childhood events, people you’ve interacted with, or imagined interacting with, characters from books, films and TV programmes, news stories etc. The dream might include puns and wordplay.

The key to identifying what the dream was about is its emotion. The emotion in the dream story is always connected to what you felt but did not act upon the previous day. So you have to make a self-reflective journey back over the story of what happened to you the previous day to discover that connection. Not everyone finds this easy, particularly left-brained people, but those who succeed are able to internalise the truth of this theory and gain a precious element towards self-understanding.

Once you discover the connection to the aroused expectations all the characters and elements of the dream will reveal themselves.

Recurring dreams

If you find yourself having a recurring dream it is because you keep finding yourself in a similar situation, perhaps being bullied or tested in some way, and the brain is using the same or similar metaphor to dearouse you. Nature is very economical like that and wouldn't keep inventing new metaphors to dearouse the same pattern of behaviour."

http://why-we-dream.com/othertheories2.htm

fuk reality

2009-12-03T16:59:00.000-08:00

sikkkkkkkkkk

needs

2009-12-03T16:56:00.000-08:00

Ravage Transformer USB Flash Drive
Memory : 2 GB

way to go

2009-12-03T16:44:00.000-08:00

Without it i wudnt have made it thru the evening...

WAY TO GO - T.F.F from Dundein...

http://www.myspace.com/gridcore

Teenage Vampire

2009-12-03T16:14:00.000-08:00

"THE LOST BOYS". The first poster I eva made my poor mother buy me ....when I was like 10... she forked out a fair bit of cash for it...it was like AO size..the biggest thing I have ever put on my wall to this day....wish I had it now.

then when I was bout 13 I was first biten by the bloody orgy of THE HUNGER....and I loved it ;E
WTF!! Is with the teen vampire craze???

Altho in Underworld I to this day feel fairly torn between the Wolves and the Vamps...never cud figure where I belonged.

Who's gonna live it twice...or more..

2009-12-03T16:05:00.000-08:00

INDIE INDIE INDIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I TOOK MY ART TO THE WOODS

2009-12-03T15:14:00.000-08:00

by Francisco Infante and Arana Nonna Gorunova

by Helmo

I like ..words

2009-11-11T15:17:00.000-08:00

School Desk

2009-11-04T15:32:00.000-08:00

Works by Ben Turnbull

RIOT

2009-11-04T15:08:00.000-08:00

For some every day is a battle. Peace and love to all those that have to fight for freedom from any form of oppression.

SKINS

2009-11-04T14:57:00.000-08:00

RESPECT to VST plugins in general...and especially the ones with such sikcore skins as this one....

I mean who ever made the effort deserves some credit. :D

jackdark.net..
darkware.html...

IP IDENTITY = Nationality

2009-11-04T14:19:00.000-08:00

For a while there while surfying the net...I thought I was Nationless (Poza Krajowy)...Nationalityless ( Poza Narodowosiciowy). I felt this was the one place where I cud feel utterly FREE......I mean we all know that we are all assigned an IP address, therefore an identity and I spose a Nationality along with that, even when surfing thru hot spots. But!! I kinda dont like the fact that surfying as a Polish Sufer or an Australian Surfer, my search is controlled by the limitations and general rights of that country. I mean I can't watch the lastest Rhianna video clip cause Poland hasnt got the rights to it. WTF!!

How Silly!! Im BOUND...even here....by geographic borders ...in the fluidity and non physicality of the net.....hmmmm :S

11011000.00011011.00111101.10001001...define me

my moon...my pain...

2009-10-27T15:54:00.000-07:00

Stories of the moon keep coming back and haunting me lately...what is the dark side of the moon???

Is this why the "rainbow + traingle" (first ever really portrayed to the masses on the album cover of Pink Floyds's "Dark Side of the Moon") keeps appearing in the work of many graphic designers over the last year or more. Is our collective conscious more conscious than we think it is? Is it telling us something, using basic symbols to communicate information...but we just have to notice the CODES.

some say there are aliens waiting there....who have been observing us..controlling our emotions...for many thousand years.

some say there are ruins there...

"The former manager of the Data and Photo Control Department at NASA’s Lunar Receiving Laboratory during the manned Apollo Lunar Program, Ken Johnston, has released quite a number of sensational statements recently in the USA. The specialist said that U.S. astronauts found ancient ruins of artificial origin and a previously unknown technology to control gravitation when then landed on the Moon. Astronauts took pictures of the objects that they found, but NASA ordered Johnston to destroy the images. Johnston did not follow the order. He said that the U.S. government had been keeping this information a secret for 40 years."

http://english.pravda.ru/science/mysteries/31-10-2007/99895-moon-0

More info...at

http://alfredsnider.blogspot.com/2007/11/secrets-from-moon.html

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Au3iygbh-rc
REALLY INTERESTING STUFF ABOUT WHO OWES WHAT MINERALS OF THE WORLD..

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=8287873083926860811#
THESE VIDS ARE IN RUSSIAN...BUT I LOVE THE RUSSIAN LANGAUGE...SO WHY NOT..

anywaz..there is tons of this stuff on the net...prob a lot better than these links...so if anyones interested..get surfin...

music is my best friend part

2009-10-27T15:39:00.000-07:00

soundtrack for these last few piks ...wud be...

Burial Gutted - Burial....

and

Fascinator - HTRK

winter nites from some time I shud forget...

2009-10-27T15:33:00.001-07:00

and since im in this kinda 79 tone code...

I just found this photo...my ex took of me......he knows who he is...(if u ever want me to put ur name with it..... write and tell me....:P)

sex on a stick part 4: Working boys....

2009-10-27T15:23:00.000-07:00

Still wanna do my set of photo portraits of boys with ear piercings...especially these polish ones...that wear caps like this "Dresiazy"...(prob not how u spell it). Even tho most of my polish friends think it cud be an impossible mission...:)

Just bloody lovely ....

I have been trying to convince boys ( for about 10 years now) that normal workmen's overalls are one of the sexiest things a boy can wear, . I have never been succesful in talking a boy into it tho...hahaha

But at least I found this ...to satisfy my fantasies....never thought Topman wud do it...hehehe

MY GIFFY WORLD

2009-10-21T16:00:00.000-07:00

Some links to good stuff....puter techi nano reality inspired visual, audio commentry...its a good thing.

With a mad name like. AIDS 3D, what else cud one expect but great stuff.

Danile Keller and Nick Kosmas...the guys behind these collections

http://aids-3d.com/

Also MATH WRATH.......some funny good stuff..;)
http://mathwrath.com/

and the king of all kings when it comes to MS paint stylez....

....Videogramo

http://www.myspace.com/videogramo

sex on a stick part 3..ARTY FARTY

2009-10-21T14:38:00.000-07:00

Not much to say really...just that this is sexy in an art geeky way :D

Artwork of last month...

2009-10-21T14:28:00.001-07:00

I found this on my friends puter from her travels in Oslo...no one knows who did it??

Gosha Rubchinsky, my new idol.

2009-10-21T13:13:00.000-07:00

Seriosuly ( no one seems to know how to spell this word...and I think thats ok ;D) ..years go by of net surfing...but its so rarely that I find a GEM!!!

GOSHA RUBCHINSKY is one of those special GEMS!! His collection "faces and laces"..inspired by kids sniffing glue in downtown moscow...is one of the best mixes of fashion and social commentery I have ever come across.

A mask made out of air maxes...FUK YE!!!

In fact Im so impressed that I wud like to work for this guy even if it meant polishing the old NB's that his beautiful street casted models are wearing....

"Gosha Rubchinsky showed his second collection ever in an Orthodox church turned Soviety-era boxing gym."

Dyulgerova describes Rubchinsky's clothing as "a personal take on the fetishistic uniformity of Moscow street gangs' post-Perestroika suburb sportswear, mixed with patriotic political paraphernalia."

Here is a link to an interview...

http://www.interviewmagazine.com/blogs/fashion/2009-04-20/gosha-rubchinsky/

Im so into the street casting models as well...geeze especially in a country like russia...where its PRETTY BOYS GALORE!!! ;)

Sex on a Stick part ??? KIDS OF THE BLUE RAY GRID

2009-10-16T08:43:00.000-07:00

hacking....geeking....cracking...

Still think this is one of the hottest bedrooms I have seen.....techi tech tech!!!!

ok but most of the times these bedrooms go with boys..that I have a feeling are decendants of the borg...

Or as some wud say...there something blue about them...sirians sirians...

And just incase anyone feels like learning something new:

http://www.dourish.com/goodies/jargon.html

http://www.worldwideschool.org/library/books/tech/computers/TheHackersDictionaryofComputerJargon/chap2.html

OHHH..but this is kinda just as good:

"Another type of hacker — one who explores undocumented or unauthorized areas in buildings — is now called a reality hacker or urban spelunker."

CYBERPUNK MANIFESTO and I dont mean the fashion....

http://project.cyberpunk.ru/idb/cyberpunk_manifesto.html

HAIR OVER FACE

2009-10-16T08:36:00.000-07:00

loss of identity
in an age pumped full of photoshoped perfection, sexed up bodies and explicit lushness...
there has been a bit of a thing for hair over the face, I really like this antythesis for a pushed idenity. I mean anyone and everyone can be pretty behind some out of focus hair, and thats helpful to those millions of people that are made to feel ugiler an ugiler in this mediatized reality.
REMEBER EVERYONE WE ARE ALL PRETTY!!!!

BLACK

2009-10-16T08:29:00.000-07:00

I've been gettin into Bauhaus again lately.
I have had a 15 year break...hehehe
Repect to old school goth.

Tracks like:
Hollow Hills
Spy In The Cab
and of course the classic
Bela Lagusi Is Dead...

CLASSICCCC!!!

Altho "Alice" by The Sisters Of Mercy is by my defenition the goth anthem

METAL METAL METAL!!!!!!!

2009-10-16T08:19:00.000-07:00

Mathematical Metal good for ADHD??

WE all like the letters a lOT LATELY

Hippy Happy

2009-10-16T07:59:00.000-07:00

Living beyond the system. Growing your own herbal tea and vegies..wearing clothes passed down from greatgrandmothers..drawing pictures by the the fire of the belly stove oven.. needing no one ..but the sun and the water and the earth.....awaking with the animals..and conqueuring all fears in the darkness of the woods....

P.S
Tasmania please dont sink, please dont die...UR FORESTS TAUGHT ME SOO MUCH!!!!!

ANDROGENY

2009-10-16T07:30:00.000-07:00

It's healthy for us to feel like a boy and a girl at the same time ye???
Some of us think its really sexy.

OHH BOHO

2009-09-21T06:47:00.000-07:00

the sun will come .....like liquid gold pour on my thighs....

Dreamin of a summer I go and stay by the lake..walk thru the woods and never come back...and if I do...i will ride into the city streets on a white pony..with midnite glitter eyes..leaving behind a trail of Vetiver...dripping with magnolia and rose petals..

Im so gonna be BOHO when I grow up...;)

love

2009-09-21T04:49:00.001-07:00

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

4 year olds on MS PAINT :D

2009-09-20T02:43:00.000-07:00

These artworks are some of my friend Charlie's first digital paintings he painted when he was 4 years, using a mouse, inspired by Sonic The Headgehog. ( Meant to be the game maps, Charlie was experiencing almost as intensly as reality, cause he wud talk about them quite a lot for a couple of months) hahaha.....:D

Im not sure how I feel about all these theories about the new age kids being natrualy apt at computer interfaces and so on. Id like to think that if I wud have had access to a puter when I was like 4....i wud have done wonders on it too!!!!

But anywaz...putting a kid on a puter is one of my fav things. Its a better babie sitter than a TV thats for sure.

And Im sure my kid isnt going to have eye/vision problems just cause mum let him sit on the puter for a few too many hours a day...

I mean i dont have glasses even if tho I want some...hehehe
and i think i spend a few too many hours on these things myself...:D

pompoms..metal..and curves....

2009-09-17T15:58:00.001-07:00

UTOPIAN POM POM URGES the latest craze..the POM POM!!!!!!! ok apart from being like the best word to say....:P is this symbolic of what is going on in this world? I mean most of us have forgotten about the wars..about the kids in africa, russia, latina... but fluffin up reality with a pom pom is no ones crime our collect8ive consciousness craving something colourful , light, fluffy, soft and utterly useless

HEAVY METAL

Been missing having Luvian about with his old Heavy Metals....
evry girl needs an older brother with a set of those ey

Much respect to the curves....

I dont know about everybody else...but I have been gettin back into guitar musik...
ohh yes...harmonics especially..

OTHER WORLDS

2009-09-17T15:46:00.000-07:00

Back in the day when I used to meditate heaps and keep a moon diary and do all sorts of other spesh sacred things.....I used to have re-current dreams...
In those dreams I felt like I saw the new world...but then again perhaps it was a parralell world or an old world...something I wont ever know...
Anywaz....these worlds were always wet...covered in shallow waters...and there was moss everywhere and veins...like the jungles had swallon all the city

Maybe I was there when these slowly submerged under water, thousands of years ago.
Its so strange that these findings have been reported so breifly, how much information is really kept from us...about this planets evolution....maybe the only way will ever learn about it it is intuitelvley thru dreams....

OKINAWA

10,000 year old underwater pyramids found off the coast of Japan In this video scientists explore underwater structures found off the coast of Okinawa. These Structures are under 40-100 ft of water. Scientists say the last time these structures would have been above water was 10,000 years ago during the ice age twice as old as the great pyramids of Egypt. During this period history tells us that the humans that lived at this time were hunters and gathers who did not have the kind of technology needed to build such structures. After months of study the lead scientist believed that these structures were 100% not made by nature and could only be made from an intelligent people with great technology.

"In the waters around Okinawa and beyond to the small island of Yonaguni, divers located eight separate locations beginning in March 1995. That first sighting was equivocal - a provocative, squared structure, so encrusted with coral that its manmade identity was uncertain. Then, as recently as the summer of 1996, a sports diver accidentally discovered a huge, angular platform about 40 feet below the surface, off the southwestern shore of Okinawa. The feature’s artificial provenance was beyond question. Widening their search, teams of more divers found another, different monument nearby. Then another, and another. They beheld long streets, grand boulevards, majestic staircases, magnificent archways, enormous blocks of perfectly cut and fitted stone - all harmoniously welded together in a linear architecture unlike anything they had ever seen before."

8 BIT kinda self....

OMJ when I saw my cousins new avatar that he had built himself on GAIA online....whohoho
I was well impressed and got soooo excited...

Maybe in the new worlds...grass will glow...
Phos Fluorescent Forest!!!! OHH YES PLEASE!!!

2009-09-17T15:37:00.000-07:00

ok...so like i find lots of strange things on the net..particularly when im on acid and using a mac...and i type in whateva the first thing on my mind is...

like u shud try it...google something like...what is what? why am i here? nothing cares anyway...tutkahum was my husband..i used to be a tree....ect,....

but anywaz...
i dont know what i wud think if i was on acid and found this....

http://imnotfeelingyou.com/2009/06/im-not-feeling-you-giving-me-a-hard-time-about-im-not-feeling-you-because-im-not-feeling-you-is-a-unicorn-xanadu/

things in context...but without a context....or something.....

2009-09-17T13:39:00.000-07:00

OHHH AND EVERYTHING ...I MEAN EVERYTHING ON HERE that i write or post, comes with a big "APPARENTLY "!!!!!!! never forget..before every sentence....

THE BIG BANG

2009-09-17T13:19:00.001-07:00

ok so here I go....tonite is the nite..im gonna finnally try to publish the endless bio product of my nervous system....

thoughts...

me the blog virgin...ye ye...gettin on this proper late....:)

2009-06-21T08:09:00.000-07:00

BANG BANG BOOOOMMMMMM!!!
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coming soon.......